Confusing....

hye,Assalamualaikum,hmmm,
depend on my tittle CONFUSING,
I don't know what's wrong with me,but seriously I can't handling it .I am the one of matriculation student,
lately I got invoices from felda department,to attend felda interview for scholarship. Alhamdulillah,I'm so glad.,it flow well,actually I'm bit nervous,seriously this is my first time sitting in front the higher council of felda and nilai university,but I'm blessed there are not too many ppl came..hmm maybe??
On that day I just wear baju kurung moden,with tudung bawal creepy(hehe actually crepe ),I thought I already late ,but how I felt like I'm the first personn...
So..the things that they asked me,
Firstly,tell about yourself and education achievement
Bla..bla..blaa..I just told everything,from upsr untill spm
But even im really nervous I cover it with my smile..
Second question,
Here we have two course
First engineering aircraft maintenance
Second in medical
-I think medical is quite tough because I need to study nursing first,then If im well n pass in exam,practical,internship so on then I can continue in medical as a doctor lahh ..and surely it takes a long time,but the benefit is after I finish my study,I already get work..

And for engineering
Actually I don't like physics,but in my spm result my physics was more better than biology,
It's really weird,that's y,in upu,I got
Letter offer in engineering course,but I refused,and decide to continue my study in matriculation
Uhhh.back to my story
.engineering aircraft maintenance,I think was very awesome,study about aircraft,practical to achieve the license,of course if I got that license so I can access to klia easily
But for this course,more on practical,we just study the theory around two and half year,then they will transfer us,to other aircraft hangar under mas ,airsia other we don't know,
Arghhh too long I need to explain but it takes a long time also
But,I don't have any sense about time,because I love studyy and seeking knowledge very muchhh..
But
It confusinggggggggg
I need to decide on that time
As I know I need to come there for engineering course,so I don't need to think too muchh to decide this or that.
I really stuck in front them
Then a women,praised me,,
Honestly I told u,I'm very interested with u,the first time I looked at you
I know you are very talented,but I think you are bit confuse with your choice(Alhamdulillah,first impression them.about me)
So then I told them.about everything,,I from matriculation ,I told them when I'm in matriculation my health condition was not good..blablabla...
I really want to be a doctor,so maybe from there I got improvement in my study
They said..when I refer your certificate,you result is good,how your communicate and getting along with us is very well..
So then,if you are continue in nilai university under felda,
You will get scholarship,allowance every month,then after you finish your study ,you already have place in career Alhamdulillah..
Thenn at last...
On October I will continue my study in (diploma)sc medical..but I will start first in nursing..
ALLAH KNOWS ME BETTER..
.and for my matriculation ,I think my place is not there,but I miss my friends and roommates..;(

#fatin you can do this
#Bismillah